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Well, I've been in Columbus a week now, and I'm LOVING IT! I've gotten no sleep, I've drank 5 out of the 7 nights that I have been here, I've been sick as hell, and I'm dating someone! I will let you see some pictures of what's been happening...nothing to fun, but it will be ok!!!

This is Mandy and I the night before I moved!

We started drinking at literally 12:30 in the afternoon!

I would so fuck this!

Well this is the fun I've been having! I love all of you! ;)

Well my internet got shut off again today, because I went over my hours, AGAIN! Well I came up with a good idea that will give me free internet! I'm using one of those shitty ass AOL CD's. I'm going to cancel it on Friday before I go to Myrtle Beach because I don't want to get charged.

Nothing else really has been going on right now. I've been extremely bored and that's about it. I would like to hang out with you this week sometime,jtwill84 But I know that you're busy, so if we don't I guess that's ok. Well I leave for Myrtle Beach on Saturday and I will be gone for a week. I guess that's it for right now.</span>

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Well tonight was Senior Awards and like I guessed, my father didn't come. I even called him and reminded him. Oh well. I guess other things are just more important. Well these are the following awards that I received tonight.

-Mount Vernon/Knox County Community Foundation Leedy Family Scholarship
-Luke Perry Fine Arts & Drama Scholarship (Since EVERYONE knows that Luke Perry graduated from FREDERICKTOWN HIGH SCHOOL!!)
-Ohio Award of Merit
-Journalism Student
-Elk Student of the Month
-Student of the Week
-Chemistry Lab Assistant (Which I got a huge vase of flowers from her, and I believe my face turned beat red)
-Fredericktown High School Drama Club
-National Honor Society
-National Honor Scociety Scholarship Participant (Only two per school get to participate. I felt loved.)
-Diploma with Honors
-Graduation with High Honor (Only with 5 others, and only 1 person received with Highest Honor...so I did pretty good!)
-AND THE BEST FOR LAST!!! I'm MOST proud of this award...but it's probably the most PATHETIC thing to be proud of, but I don't care!!

Most Popular- RYAN FUCKING SIPES

( Senior Awards Night )

Tonight was a great night! So now I must head to bed because I have graduation practice at 8 AM!! Goodnight everyone...

Ok, so I haven't updated in FOREVER. I will give highlighs of what I've been doing.

Thursday- My last day of school, FOREVER. I got my haircut and highlighted and my eyebrows waxed. And of course Emily came along!

Friday- I went to the KENNY CHESNEY concert where KID ROCK and UNCLE KRACKER made surprise appearances!!! OMG! I almost passed out from happiness. GOD! It was hott.

Satuday- I went graduation party hopping with Bethany, Tara, Matt, Larysa, and of course Emily. Then Emily and I went to Wal-Mart (white trash land!) and got stuff for my photos for my graduation party. Then later that evening...like at midnight, Zack, Emily, and I went to Sheena's for a little POWER HOUR! Her parents were away camping, so we decided we needed to get drunk. It was a great time, until I had to play MR. SOBER and help Emily...who was A MESS. She was puking and shaking and I think she had a slight bit of alcohol posioning. And Zack was cutting himself. He said he wants to die. He even says that when he's sober. I need to have serious talk with that kid. Well that night actually turned out great!!

Sunday- HANGOVER! Went to my Grandma's and then graduation party hopping with Ciera, Bethany, and Larysa. Came home and took a nap that was much needed from the night before, and watched my television show, Desparate Housewives!!!!!

Monday- Went shopping for graduation party stuff and for a new outfit with my mom and Emily. I made my mom buy me this hott ass shirt for my party. It's great. Then Emily and I just hung out for a couple hours here.

My long weekend was great. And the pictures are AMAZING!!!

I have my internet back, THANK GOD! Now I want to upload picture from my party...but my Photobucket is full and I don't have any money right now. Does anyone know of any other photo sites that have direct URL links that I could use to post pictures on here...just let me know. I got a few photos uploaded, but they are from before the party started. I will post a few of them, but I really want to get the DRUNKEN photos up on here! SO HELP ME!

If you want to see more photos of the fun, PLEASE HELP!!

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

AHHHHHHHHHHH!